BETA!

No I didn’t get a fish. One of my favorite things about being in a RV is that I can see my family! My friends are also apart of my family because I’ve made my own family. So I have a few peeps spread out all over the US because I was in the Navy but also because I had a traveling sales job so I made friends from AAAAALLL over lol. But last night I got to see my Beta no this isn’t the name her mother gave her it’s the name I gave her! Also NO it’s not a My Girl reference thing either! ANYWAYS!!!! Beta is just one of those people that I can be 100% me and she can be 100% her and there’s NO judgement because we fully accept each other as is. I missed her so much but until I left her house last night, I didn’t fully know just how much I missed her. She’s one of those people that is necessary in my life. Love ya betch! I’ve had so much of me beaten and taken away since living near her that the moment I’m near her I just start feeling it all coming back. I LOVE who I used to be. I was strong, confident and didn’t care what ANYONE thought of me because I LOVED ME! I’m still working at getting her back and I’ve made great progress but it’s still a bit away from me.

Funny story, When I first got my RV I called Beta and she told me THEY’VE BEEN LOOKING AT RV’S!!! Oh ya’ll know we gonna be travelling together! I can’t wait for that to happen! Beta and her fam isn’t gonna be full time like me but it’s still fucking awesome because we’re gonna be able to see each other more often. Especially because she never moved away from Virginia and I moved AAAAALL the way to California got that long distance relationship strength doe. Also she’s so much apart of the family that my mom and her have a relationship lol like I’m sure they’ll meet up with my mom in their travels. I only have 2 friends that are like that, in the sense that they have a ongoing relationship with my family the other is Katrina and her husband they count as one because they’re married. They were really close to my dad, actually my dad told me all about them before I moved back to help take care of him. I’ll talk about them more at a later time if they give me permission, I know Beta is cool with me talking about her but I haven’t spoken to them yet about it.

I totally didn’t mean for this post to be a kinda love letter to my betch but fuck it! It is what it is! Aaaaaand I have my boyfriends nephew in here now playing so I gotta hop off here now! I guess I’ll make lunch for everyone. LATER!